In Tyler We Trust...

TEEKING

2006-09-09T01:37:49Z

a year ago tomorrow was the last time i updated this thing...i don't even like MCR any more!!!! VEXING!!!

fuck school

2005-09-10T03:26:02Z

well fuck school...god i feel like i'm wasting my life in school. all my courses are such jokes...the only remotely challanging one this semester is english n i can barely even fucking stay awake while my annoying teacher tells me about how her brother wants to compete in the iron man competitions. what ev. the stupid moron didn't even show up to class today...stayed there for like 45mins then me n paige bounced...fuck it i better not get in shit for it on monday...what the fuck is up with our school? Day 1 Day 2 bullshit...thats so fucking retarded...shit son...week 1 & 2 was so much eaiser...gah i fucking hate fraser...anywhore, after school the crew went to brittni's house and engaged in illeagal activities...then i went out for dinner and here i am browsing for used SLR cameras...n thats my sad pitiful life...

Always,
-berto

bert_uh_oh @ 2005-09-01T09:49:00

2005-09-01T13:53:23Z

i'm so fucking sick n tired of all this fucking drama around me...even though it apparently ended a while ago...there's just so much tension everywhere...it's so fucking annoying...what ev...now i've got drama of my own that is so not worth starting but shit's gotta stop.

i'm sorry

2005-05-21T14:21:15Z

i'm so sorry for everything that's happened...i never meant for us to drift so far appart...i never meant to hurt anyone...i turned to you for absolutly everything and no matter what it was you always gave me the best advice...even though i never really listend...i'm so sorry...it was never your fault....i was never mad at you or annoyed by you...but recent events and conflicts that wont seem to die kept us from staying close...i will never forgive him for what he has done...not only because he took it too far, but because he has torn us too far apart. god as my witness i will make him pay. i'm also sorry for dragging you in the middle of all this...that was the last thing i ever wanted...however now, all i can ask for is that you let me be your bestfriend again and forgive me for what i became.

why me lord?

2005-02-28T04:28:05Z

i really should just stop doing everything. i should just stop talking, doing aboslutly everything n maybe, just maybe, life will get better. but see if i do that then i will end up with no personality like some ppl i know n those ppl are really dull no don't know how to have fun if their life depended on it. so yea ne ways...aside from guys being stupid dicks full of empty threats trying to be like my mortal enemy, i apperently destroy friendships and force ppl to lead a life of crime, alcohol abuse and drug abuse. but yet i don't really care cause i have no soul apperently. gahh why wont these stupid teenage girls just fucking quit all the fuckig drama n move on with their sad pitifull lives????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! good night st. louis.

I AM YARKO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-20T05:54:40Z

haha so yea just got back from the smear campaign show...fucking awsome...can't believe sara, pat and neti missed out...it was fucking great...go played, so did hero's for sale, might as well, unsensored and of course the fucking smear campaign!! fucking elijgh (SP?) called me yarko!!! ok just cause i have a huge fucking nose doesn't make me YARKO!!! lol haha i should have went along with it...acted stonned...would have gotten a ride home...haha ne ways johnny aka hoggie got fucked out of his mind n threw up everywhere...he was in that mosh pit every single time!!! haha he bought brittni an unsensored shirt without realizing it...me brittni cloe and paul were at timmy's talking about sex n such n the chick working there hit on me n touched my hand...i was a little confused...o yea mike from the smear campain's guitar was covered in denim!! it was hot...P.S. we have this all on camera if anyone wants to see...mainly u neti...i feel really horrible cause u missed out...humm i'll give u my go demo cd...n this time i wont give it to becky...cause she already has 1...haha sorry about that too. ne ways b4 the show i made up a new song on the acoustic...complete with lyrics...i'm proud...it's basically about my last entry on this thing here...makes me really fucking emo...ne who that was my day/night...now i must sleep!! good night to all.

untitled anger.

2005-02-18T03:18:42Z

to: you know who you are
although u may never read this...here are some things that needed to be said when u were bitching one of my bestfriends out. if you were half the friend youmake yourself out to be u would know what's going on in her lifee too n that ur not the only one around you that has issuses n needs a fucking hug...you make it seem like it's all you! YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!!!! not everything is about fucking you!!! fine w/e ur mad...u have a reason to be...but half the things u said were just a bunch of random bullshit that needed to fill up the convo! i expected that n thats why we didn't tell you cause u would destroy everything good around you even though ur too fucking blind to see a good thing if it smacked u in the fucking face. you most destroyed ur friendship with her not cause of this but because of ur stupidity before!!! u make it seem like she's been blowing u off cause she hates u n cause she wants me but if u were the friend u think u were to her then u'd know that ur a major source of all her fucking angwish!!! if u even made an effort to pick up the fucking phone n ask her how her day was instead of gossiping or saying how good u look *cough Conceited cough* u'd fucking know what she goes through!! remeber what u asked me? how much our friendship meant to me? well it's quickly going down from that 9.5 to a fucking 4!! just seeing u sign on to msn makes me wanna scream all this in ur fucking ear until i collapse!!! but i can't even do that cause this isn't my fight...the only reason why i'm even bothering to write this fucked entry...why don't u just fucking admit that u lost something n u'll never get it back!!

Semi Last Night

2005-02-12T17:41:24Z

just woke up after a fucking awsome night at semi!!! i was pretty hyper as soon as i got there...i went around posing for stupid pictures n making myself look like a complete queer (nothing wrong with that) n then i sat down n played with the forks...i was actually really impressed cause all my friends looked really good... it took a long fucking time to get the food but after that, i snorted some sugar n i was hyper as hell...we danced to gangstar music like complete jackasses and threw glow sticks at eachother. so much fucking grinding!!! specially between me n bart!! haha...some ppl i never knew could grind, grind pretty damn good...ne who i sort of felt really bad cause neti n becca looked like they were bored and emo out of their minds...humf...ne who i left the place really emo cause i knew something was wrong with allyshia n i still don't know...

bert_uh_oh @ 2005-02-01T17:55:00

2005-02-01T23:06:32Z

wow haven't been on this for the longest time. i failed my fucking science exam n i'm prolly gonna have to do it next year or in summer school. i got my acoustic n now my electric feels deprived...haha...i'm fucking pissed cause the feb. 12th show is canclled...told my friend kara n she had a shit fit over it...now she wants to go on a blood thirsty rampage...HOWEVER...her n nadia aka go nadz are still gonna be coming down to "chill"...lauren n pat are going out now...fuck face is still pissing me off more n more everyday...actually now some of my good friends are really starting to piss me off. fuck it.

Jan. 15th smear campaign Show

2005-01-16T16:47:07Z

last night's show was ok. not as good as the oct. 9th show but it was still better then the jan. 8th show...at least we fucking got in. ne ways we got down to the masonic, bought our tickets, blazed, saw the smear campaign, blazed again n then we went back to the memorial to skank. the funny thing about this is that i was with most of my really good friends and yet i've never felt so out of place in my life. prolly cause i kept getting threatened to get kicked in the head, but still.

in media again

2005-01-12T14:39:36Z

the fucking morons next to me are watching salad fingers...not that there's anything wrong with salad fingers...but they're watching it for like the 1st time and are like being dumbasses about it. MY DAMN T.O.Y.P.A.J. CD KEEPS SKIPPING ON THE BEST SONGS!!!!!!! i really should be doing my media exam...meh.

OWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-01-11T02:35:48Z

let me tell you a story...i jumped on the back of this boy martin today and began punching him in the head...he then pulled me off of him n threw me into a brick wall. i banged my head on the corner and split my head open...i was gushing blood form hand and head and now i suffer form a mild cuncusion...i'm not okay. i promise.

In Media

2005-01-10T14:25:03Z

I AM SO FUCKING BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!! we're watching anime movies...IT'S ASIAN PORNO!!!!!!!

i'm kicking out fiercly at the world around me

2005-01-10T02:58:19Z

why does everything i ever try to get close to have to crumble in my face? why does everything have to come back and bite me in the ass? why do i never get my way? why am i asking a fucking website stupid fucking questions???

jan. 8th ill scarlett show

2005-01-09T18:43:06Z

last night's ill show was fucked...waited over an hour in line n right when we were all shoved up against the door they closed it to anyone under 19...but somehow paige got in...so me, pat, brittni, cloe, paul, sam n ardene (srry if i spelt it wrong) roamed around streetsville...then sara n becky showed up at timmy's where we bought crazy man dinner and where some fucking druged up wasted guy collapsed...n that was that...we went to luc's milk where all the females were hit on buy 30 year-old brown guys n we were over charged for a fucking jones...we went to strings attached and skanked on that big memorial thing...then we all went home...we had fun...THE END